Showers. That is what got me through high school. I distinctly remember the first time I had to shower with other guys. It was for a gym class in 7th grade. I know, a little young to remember everything but I remember that my locker was next to this guy Gregg (who you will all hear about in the future). Anyway, Gregg played football and baseball with me. He was about 6'2", blonde hair, blue eyes and kept in shape outside of football and baseball by skateboarding. He was definitly developed more than the rest of the guys in my class. For the end of 7th grade Gregg was packing some heat. When he undressed, he didn't care that his cock was being shown. He was proud to show it off. I loved his cockiness. I would try to catch a glimpse of other guys in my class that I found hot and everyone really just looked the same. But Gregg stood out.

High School was a little different. Gregg was still above average from the guys that I saw. Freshman year during Football season we were required by the Varsity coach to shower after practice and after games. The freshmen football team had lockers in the Varsity locker room, so I was able to check out all the upperclassmen that I knew from playing baseball, basketball, and hockey with. Freshmen though had to walk across the hall to the regular gym locker room and use the showers there. We were not worthy enough to shower with the JV and Varsity Squad.

That first day after practice with pads we were all like deer in headlights. No one really wanted to take that first step. Joey and I decided to make the first move by draping our towels around our waist and then heading across the hall. Joey our QB and was also a catcher for our baseball team. Guys followed in. It was errie quiet. The shower heads were on the walls that lined the shower room. there was a changing area that led to the locker room that had hooks for us to place our boxers and such.

As soon as the showers got hot and everyone relaxed we all started talking. THATS when everyone started checking the other guys out. I swear. Most athletes will not admit it, but if you have been in that situation, most guys are curious to see what the other is packing. And this is where the story starts to get good and where I lived out some pretty wild times.

;-) stay tuned! and thanks for the comments and IM's.

I lied... I have some time

So, I thought I had to leave you all but now I have some time on my hands. I wanted to take some time off from looking at some guys cock at Shea Stadium and my cyber crush on Matt from Debriefingtheboys to talk about my love for the New York football Giants and how rediculously hard their schedule is next season. The Giants are the reining 2005 NFC East Champions and got DESTROYED by the Carolina Panthers. Of note, Eli Manning faces Colts Qb and brother Peyton the first game of the year, out in the swamp. NBC is cumming in their NBC issued spandex (which I am sure they do at the Peacock network).

Anyway, it should be a good season.... in September... it's barely baseball season, and I am getting a boner over football. I have already started to think about my "fantasy team" not ESPN fantasy but actual bed fantasy..... Anyone have suggestions?

Road Trip

So this weekend I will be on a road trip. I have become obsessed with making posts the last 2 days and will try to get as many posts in as possible. I am sure to have a wild and crazy weekend. I promise when I get back to share some good stories about the weekend and soe from the past. I know I have been mostly posting pics of naked guys but that will change... I promise to start telling some more stories....

Hottie of the Week 4/7/06

Many of the pics I post on here I have absolutly no clue who they are. So by any means, if this is you or you know who any of these guys are let me know. I decided to make a Hottie of the week from the pictures I have and the people I meet. This guy not only has a nice body, but the sweatpants with the cock hanging out of it is even nicer. One of the best parts of playing high school and college ball was the School Issued Sweats that made guys look 150% times hotter when they wore them around campus and such. I still have a few pairs laying around somewhere.....

anyway here he is. Nomminate your friends by sending an IM or e-mail

Rookies

Rookies... ahh what good times. Like I have said in the past... I have been hazed. Do I think that everyone should be hazed? I don't know. I know a lot of guys have the feeling that "I went through it...so should the rookies/freshmen". I had a LOT of fun because I always thought it was just guys being guys (boys being boys back in the day) If I were ever made to do something horrible, I would def have opened my mouth. The guy pictured here, I have no clue who he is. I noticed the MLB logo on his bicep, his abs, and a nice buldge. :-D

I do like eye candy. Send anything you like your way here

On the DL

Usually that means the Disabled List in baseball. But these women take it to the next level! On the DL is like reading Page 6 of the NY Post with Blind Items GALORE! I found them through Deadspin. I am not a blind item... I swear! But there are definitely some that I can recognize! Maybe I will post some blind items myself! You never know.... any blind items? send them my way!

Fun at Shea

So I was able to go to Opening Day at Shea Stadium to see them take on the Washington Nationals. First off, not a big Mets fan. I was brought up a Yankees fan. But, Shea has always beena place where my high school friends and I would go get drunk and have fun. Anyway... the place was packed and I realized how big the stadium is and how SMALL their bathrooms are.

I have always been a big bathroom guy. When you are at a bar, I always try to sneek a peak at the guy next to me. See what he is packing and then continue to drink. Same goes for sports games. Usualy guys are in there to piss as soon as possible and get back to drinking beer and watching the game. This was no different.

There was this red head behind me. Had to be at least 20-21. He had a beer in his hand so who knows... We started talking about the game, David Wright had just hit a home run (such a hottie) and typical "this line is so long" blah blah blah. He was cute.

So I get to a urinal and the old man next to me is done so the red head moves in next to me. The kid came off as cocky and I knew why. He took out at least 4 inches of man from his fly. He was damn proud of that thing. Now I don't know if he is a grower or shower but I am gunna guess it gets a LOT bigger than that. You could even see his pubes that matched the curtains. Very hot. And It was all that I could think about the rest of the game.

Back to David Wright. The kid is an amazing baseball player who still has a lot to prove in the majors. but, with that homerun he will be making Mets fans happy for many years. Now only if he could make me happy... :-D

Eye Candy and AIM Name

I am VERY Bored here at work. I thought I would bring some eye candy to the blog. I know, very DudeTube. Dude tube is one of my favorite sites right now when I am home from work. So here you go. A naked rugby player from the side! And if anyone wants to chat it up with me my AIM name is Slugger0082. I had been debating on wether or not to give it out so there it is. My Yahoo name is like the blog: ClubhouseCloset. Don't know what people use out there so IM me if anyone is interested.

Big ups to debriefingtheboys where I found one of my fav rugby pics!

Call Me Derek! haha ;-)

College Idiots

While I was in college I KNOW that my team got away with a lot of stuff. First off is a rite that many new players go through called "Rookie Night". As a rookie we as rookies had to run the bases naked, entertain the guys by lip synching to songs and drink a LOT of beer. It was a fun time in college. I know I was being hazed. I didn't think it was that big of a deal. Fraternities would do the same thing and get in big trouble. Our athletic director would make sure no one would be called out. Anyway, What these Duke LAX players did was just idiotic. For those who do not know what happened, Three Lax captains made arrangements for 2 black strippers to come over to the captains house just off campus. The women showed up thinking they were going to dance for 5 guys at a bachelor party. When the strippers showed up they found 45 drunk Lax players saying they were on the baseball team and using different names.

After having racial slurs yelled at them, the strippers decided to leave the house. Only to have one of them come back in and be raped in a bathroom by three white players.


Ryan McFadyen, #41 on the team, wrote this e-mail about 2 hours after the rape was supposed to happen.

"tommrow night, after tonights show, ive decided to have some strippers over … all ar welcome.. however there will be no nudity. I plan on killing the bitches as soon as the walk in and proceding to cut their skin off while cumming in my duke issue spandex…."

While I would love to see a lacrosse player cum in his own spandex, BUT if he gets off by killing and then skinning a woman, he has got mad issues.

From what it looked like to me, is that the school tried to cover up what happened, down played the accusations at first. Once ESPN, CNN, ABC News and the New York Times picked it up they knew they couldn’t keep it quiet. I hope someone on that team can come forward and talk about what happened. I know it would not happen because they would be shunned from every team they would go to. I can’t even imagine if there was a player in the closet on that team.

"Conviction"

Has anyone been a dork on Fridays and watched Conviction? Well, this past Friday I did and I got a little steamed about it. There is a story line about a gay athlete. A young black basketball player has a full ride scholarship to Seton Hall (Go Pirates) On the show, he beats up a young white man outside a club for being gay. Drops the word faggot like it’s going out of style. Turns out, the guy he beats up (an artsy/drama boy who is directing a play…..how stereotypical) had a sexual relationship with the black boy and threatened to “out” him.

While I am sure this happens a lot in real life, the black boy “on the down low” refuses to admit in court that he had an affair and risks going to jail for a few years for a hate crime and not attending seton hall because people would know that he was with guys.

It got me upset because that’s all they showed on it. Never showed a resolution or anything. I feel like the writers could have went on further with this situation and made the black boy stand up for who he is, admit it, go to school and be done with it. But no, it just ends. Maybe this Friday we will see something. Yes, I will be a dork, stay in till 11pm just to watch this amazing Law and Order spin off. (note to NBC, it should have been called “Law and Order: Conviction”

Anyway: Big Shouts to Ryan Quinn. Right after my first post in like a year he responded. Anyone who wants to check out his story you can find it here. He has an entire online community dedicated to college athletes who have the courage to come out of the closet. While I am still “IN” this proverbial closet I encourage other athletes/jocks/stalkers to check out his page.

I have become a Yahoo IM addict. It is so much cooler than AIM. Anyone who has Yahoo can chat with me on there if they ever see me online. My Yahoo ID is “ClubhouseCloset”. I know, how original. They have a thing for blogging on there called 360. Its like part MySpace part blogger. I put one up, but will be using it to post pics of hot guys. I mean why not. Check it out if you wish. What can I say, I enjoy eye candy. Long post, longer weekend. Remember to hit me with any questions and chat with me… my day job is boring and I need company!

I suck at blogging

I truly suck at blogging. I keep forgetting that I have this thing out there. so, new york is very lonely. i never realized how shallow the actual city and online community really is. for example. a friend of mine from college, PJ, GREAT guy. he is about 6 foot tall, brown hair and eyes. He is a big guy. not fat, not bulky, just built big. he works out, isn't a crazy muscle guy but he is cute. he comes out with me every once and a while and guys will NOT give him the time of day. Its fackin shallow as hell.

maybe one day i will take a chance and head on out of this "closet" for now, PJ and I will chill out, head to "str8" bars in the city and try to score a bi-curious guy that isn't a big ol' drama queen.

anyway, tell your friends, im back. possibly a myspace on the way. i don't know. let me know what you wanna know about me. clubhousecloset@gmail.com

great night out

So it happened. I went out to a bar (straight of course) and found myself just gawking at the guys there. It’s hard. I was out with a few guys getting beers at a local bar. It’s a big college dive bar. The kind where you can catch a game and have drunk college girls falling all over the place. Most of my friends go to these bars regularly because they know they can get any girl in there. “Yea, I play baseball” Girls just seem to cream over that shit.

So, we are in the bar. Having a really good time shooting shit and just being the dumb asses we are. They had a special 180 and Vodka’s for $3. If you have never had one, go out and have one. Helps you stay up late and gets you wrecked. So, after I’d say 3 of these my buddies start looking for their latest girl to bring home and I make eyes at a guy. Now this place is the straightest of places and I notice this really cute guy standing with a bunch of girls. I have my mental checklist going in my head. He’s chatting it up with them but not clinging to any certain one there. I’m a good looking guy, so I walk by and try to get his attention pretending to find one of my buddies. I pass by where he was sitting and saw him look at me out of the corner of my eye. Jackpot!

I stand at the edge of the bar and try to look lonely ( I was lonely) On his way back from the bathroom he stops to grab a drink and I engage in casual conversation. His name is Alex and he is a senior at the in town college. Very cool guy. You could not tell that he was gay at all. We talked the entire night and at last call he invited me back to the house he lived in for the after party. My buddies brought their girls with them and I ended up staying the night. Very happy about this.

I haven’t told him that I play “professional baseball” yet. Just say I like playing baseball and work in Real Estate (I know lame, huh) I never know what to say or if its gunna come out at all. Is anyone else out there reading? Leave comments, questions, anything. I feel like I have no clue what to say on here.

great picture

I found this picture online and think its just awesome. It's a digital pic done by a friends friend at college. Just thought it reflected the way I have been feeling the past few weeks and wanted to post it for all to see! Enjoy!

(and if you happen to be reading this your really cute :-)

For all 8 of you that read my two posts, Thank You. It has been a hectic few months for me with playing ball and now that I am in the off season I finally remembered that I had this thing to “vent”. I had a lot of time to reflect on what this season brought me and where I will be going from here. At this point I have no clue where I am going and what is going on in my “career”.

thoughtful idiot linked my blog to his and I would like to thank him for that. I’ve been bored and lazy lately and decided it’s about time I did something constructive with my days besides work out and go out with friends. (That wasn’t meant to me a poor me comment like Tom Brady complaining that after his 3 Super Bowl Rings, 2 MVP’s and having a body any Chelsea boy would drool over, he’s left to ponder if he can do anything else in life.) Ok, nice rant… moving on.

I am home now in the Northeast and enjoying the weather. After the season was over I decided to go and stay with my buddy Ryan in New Jersey. We definitely had a good time going out, hitting New York City and working out at a sports facility that specializes in “professional athletes”. I consider myself far from professional, but apparently I am. Now I am hanging out at my Parents house through the holidays and then I head to a winter league (maybe) I wanted to write this “welcome back post” before writing some reflections about the season and everything else that happened to me since the last post. So Welcome back, tell your friends and know I will be checking this often.