Hey guys! Most of you who read here know that I disappear from time to time. I have been busy with baseball and Ryan.
First, let's talk some ball.... ROD made a comment a while back saying, " Would love to know what team or even what league, or even what part of the county you play in. " Sorry bro... read back and see me flip out about people who constantly ask me about that.
The reason I don't share stats, positions and landmarks is because of how nervous I am about losing my job if I come out of the closet. I have been over it a bunch of times and won't get all fucking bitched up about it but bottom line, most of you may NEVER know who I am, unless I decide to call it quits and be "out" publicly.
Some people said they don't believe a word of what I write here. It's your opinion. Some dude called "crap_blog" knows what he is talking about. I have explained why here so check that out and then proceed.
For those who know baseball, I will tell you that I am playing at a high level and have made great strides with how I play my game. It's exciting because I never thought I would get back to where I am from when I was injured a few years ago.
Now for some big questions... Ryan.
Ryan has finished school and has moved out of his frat house and closer to where I play ball for a job. Yes, he was a frat all star. I have been hanging out with him and some buddies and it's been amazing.
When we go out in a big group of people we are best frineds. We have our fun drinkin beers, doing shots, making asses out of ourselves. When we get home and in the sheets, we are animals. Sex with Ryan is fucking amazing. He and I have a connection and will sometimes go for 2 hours without cumming and then we both cum at the same time and I got to tell you, they are some of the biggest loads I have ever had.
When he sleeps at my place he holds me and I feel so safe and comfortable with him. It's hard to go from that to a clubhouse that is filled with a bunch of bigots who use the word fag. I shouldn't stereotype all of them as bigots, but it's mostly a few big mouths.
I get a bunch of e-mails from guys asking if the guys I play with are hot. To answer you: Yes. I would say 95% of the guys I play with I find attractive. I have seen all of them naked and when I do I try to file it away in the back of my head. There are certain guys that drive me up a wall. They are ll exhibitionists that are always naked and have the bodies to back it up and not feel ashamed to be naked at all.
I hope to post some more for you guys soon. I want to udate more and welcome more of your e-mails.