Sunday, December 28, 2008

Merry Holidays!


Merry Holidays to everyone! I have been blessed with so much to be grateful for this year. Ryan and I have been physically apart most of the holiday season but it's something we have got used to.

Never in my wildest dreams could I have imagined having a boyfriend while playing ball. It's not all as happy as you may think it is. I still have to go through hoops to hide my true feelings for him while we are out with friends or he meets a guy on my team.

I have a feeling that this coming season will be a lot more trying for me. We won't be living close to each other, which will suck for any kind of physical contact. I want to make it work because I love the guy so much.

I hope all of you had an awesome holiday and the New Year is better than 2008!

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Doug said...

I wish you and Ryan all the best in the coming year! I can tell that you two really love each other. Good luck with everything and have a happy 2009!

Hope to hear more from you soon.

JUSTIN said...

Always good to "hear" from you. Good luck in the new year!

Volker said...

I hope you had a fine Christmas despite Ryan not being with you. Have a Happy, Safe and Rewarding 2009. I hope all works out much better for the both of you!

Anonymous said...

Life is complicated and it keeps getting more complicated but you'll have to manage this best you can. It's a tough situation but at least you've found some kind of outlet and it's someone who understands your situation. Having the best of both worlds is a tough balancing act.

hbjock said...

Distance is never easy, my friend. But I believe that if you and Ryan talk a lot, and see each other whenever you have the opportunity...as long as he knows that you love him and want to be with him, and you make the effort to... then I'm sure everything will be fine.

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dan said...

Happy new year!! slugger I hope you continue success in your career. and it's aweomse you and ryan are working it out.
keep it up blogger bud.
later

Unknown said...

I am glad that you have found someone to love.....isn't it great?

Crap Newsman said...

Hi, slugger. Thought you might like this very nice baseball love story. It's translated from Japanese so read from right to left. Link

All the best.

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