Life

Hey everyone. I'm back. Its been so long since I have said hello to you. People have e-mailed and wondered if I had just gave up on the blog. It has taken a back seat to what has been going on with me professionaly and personally.

First, baseball has been amazing for me this year. Many of you know I fought through an injury and came back to playing and have been playing VERY well since that time. I don't share much about stats here because of the paranoia I have about being found out about. Most of you have been great. When I do share something about myself to a reader, they know it's because of a trust I have built up with them.

So, what's up with me? I am in New York (state, not city) visiting my folks and hanging out with them since my season is over. It's a great feeling to know that all I have to do when I wake up is go to the gym. The gym is my place that I love to go to. I love working out and keeping in shape. My body has been loving the attention I get from guys I see walking as well as the girls that talk to me while out at bars.

What! GIRLS? Calm down everyone, I am not leaving you for pussy. I'm just liking the attention I am getting.

As far as the guys go for me, it's been interesting. I wrote about YoungGun and got MANY e-mails about him. Well, his antics kept up. We would share a room and sure enough when I "fell asleep" he would jerk off. This happened a few more times and then I asked him about it...

"Dude, were you jerkin off last night?" I asked

YoungGun: pause.... "No, I get enough pussy from my girl. I don't need to jack off."

"Bro, I heard you jerkin off last night. It's no big deal. Just wanted to let you knowit's not that big a deal to me."

From there YoungGun opened up and we talked about sex. Not with guys, but girls. We had a blast telling stories and laughing about all kinds of stuff. That night as I was falling asleep he said he was gunna jerk off. I told him cool that I was falling asleep. He doesn't care much. He is like a little brother to me now. I would love to just slam his ass but we have grown our friendship. It's been great.

Joe - I still get questions over my first love of my adult life. He is great. We still talk. His career playing lax is taking off and has been going part time to grad school. He is dating two people right now. One guy, one girl. It pisses me off that he found someone else and has a girl on teh side to keep up his image to the guys he plays with. I can't handle having a bf and playing at the same time. I don't know how he is doing it.

That's what has been going on with me. Look for more posts to come. I have some good stories from teh season that I will share with you guys.

It's good to be back!