I am one tired motherfucker! My ass hurts... from a lot of weight lifting guys...I did get a fun Ask Slugger Question:
Your descriptions of sex always seem to indicate that you’re a top. Have you ever bottomed, if yes do you like it? If not would you?
I have been the "bottom" on a few occasions. One of them is pretty well known in the blog world. Most of the time when it comes to sex I am the Top. It takes a special guy for me to put my ass out on the line and let it get plowed. I will tell you that there is a small group (counted on one hand) that have had the pleasure.
Moving on. Ryan and I have blossomed into a full on relationship that hit the rocks once I started working out at a Spring Training camp. For those hardcore baseball guys out there... I am working at one of the MLB team camps right now. I sit in a hotel room, by myself, late at night posting to my gay blog knowing that I have to get up early in the morning.
A few weeks ago I told Ryan about who I really was and what I do. He was excited and told me how he is a baseball fan, played in high school. Ryan and I have this trust for eachother. It's very strange. I haven't really felt like this in a long time and being older and more cautious makes me very happy.
I am still nervous and am constantly watching my back. Ryan has very cute friends that I have hung out with on a few occasions. I have stayed over at the frat house after parties, stayed in his room, with the door securly locked and make sure we do not make a lot of noise.
Most of our sleepovers are at my place about a half hour away from his frat house. We order in food, or cook steaks on the grill outside. He's a guy. I love that about him. We watched the SuperBowl together (Happy Birthday JP and GOOOO GIANTS!) have been watching the local hockey team on TV as well as some college hoops. His school has a D1 team so I have sat in the student section with him and his frat bros and watched games. It's everything I could want right now and it's, so far knock on wood, not out in the open.
As far as camp is going it's really rough. I have not seen Ryan at all that much and know that this will take a toll on me for a little bit. We have text messages and IM conversations everyday. He also knows that if I am in a position where I might have sex with a woman I will do so. I keep up the act in front of the team mates.
I am doing great... working my ass off and getting by. Shoot me your questions for some more ask slugger.
