Appologies to the South

Sooo, a bunch of guys from the "South" e-mailed me about my last posting about the "south".

Hey man--come on and enjoy the south if you get assigned or traded here. I don't think the environment would be any different than on any other team, regardless of the town/area/city/state, etc. I do know one guy from my college who was closeted and played a number of years in A and AA. His career ended with a nagging injury and the inability to hit when his injury was such a bother to him. He mainly played in small cities, and managed ok...in fact, he said living/playing in the midwest was more difficult than in the south.

Thats very true. I know that wherever I get sent it will be good just to be able to play. It's all I really want to do is play. I'm just happy that I am able to vent and have a way to reach out to other guys in a world where I keep myself in the closet. In just got done reading Going The Other Way by Billy Bean. Man, he is lucky. He has a great life now and I was able to see a lot of myself in that story. If any of you guys reading are also Baseball players or college athletes, I suggest giving it a read.

I know that there are college and pro athletes reading this. No one has e-mailed me or IMed me that I know of, but I feel like it's inevitable that someone who is reading this is. I hope one day sexuality won't matter, but it's a long way away. In some way, gay jocks have our own hidden fraternity. Our house is an online chatroom and e-mail exchange. Our brotherhood meetings are when I am able to reconnect with a bunch of you guys on my blog. So, i guess I am the president.

What most straight guys don't realize is that a gay guy is not always someone who is into fasion and into Madonna. We are #1 in our fantasy football leagues, we are slugging home runs out of the park, we are skating faster on the ice, swimming faster in pools... we aren't always the norm.

I hope my roommates, former teammates and friends would accept me as a guy who I am. The same guy that has been their friend all these years and just so happens to not want to marry a woman and wants to have a relationship witha guy.

I really do appreciate all the support and e-mails I get from you guys. I like the interaction I am able to have, when I am not busy as all hell. Anyone that wants to email, shoot me one at Clubhousecloset@gmail.com

Enjoy all the hotties I posted down below. I have some more I want to post later on. Keep sending these guys in. Of course I don't post names or who I got them from so you don't have to worry.

Hotties part 4

Hotties Part 3

Hotties from you part 2

Again... Keep them comming!!!!

Hotties from you

I guess either Christmas came early, or I got some HOT treats in my halloween sack this year. Thank You to the guys who sent in pictures of hotties that they either know or go to school with.

I don't know any of these guys, but most of them are pretty good looking and of course, I like to share them with all of you.

Christmas Shopping

So I have been wondering...

I have read other blogs and see guys that have thier own "Lists" on Amazon and such and get "gifts" from random people.

Does this seriously work? I mean, I had someone send me a DVD once, which was very nice. But I don't know how the whole list thing works.

Bob over at the Bob Blog, who never messages me anymore, has a list up. I just don't know what to do. I may make the list and wait to get feedback from you guys about it that may know about it. Any ideas send them here!

Happy Halloween!!!

It's a few minutes before midnight here on the west coast of the USA! Happy Halloween everyone! If you have taken any good pictures from parties, or find any hot ones, either way... send them my way to post. These pictures come from someone back east, wanted to stay annonamous but enjoy the pics!

Crazy

So, the season is over. St. louis has the World Series title and my Yankees are in dispair! It's ok though because the NY Giants are kicking ass this season.

I have been trying to keep up with e-mail and got this one...

Hey man, Just wanted to shoot you an email and encourage you topost. Love your blog and look forward to the updates.But it's been a while. Some of us patheticcloset-cases live vicariously through you :).Seriously though, hope you're doing well and livin' itup in Cali. Totally relate to your blog -- closetedex-college athlete here. Just a little email toencourage you to get your ass in gear :).

So, apparently I am in demand to start posting again to the website. I just got home not too long ago and don't have much to do the next few days. I am still living out in Cali and loving it. Been taking roadtrips to Las Vegas, Pheonix, Tempe, San Diego and San Fran... all with the roomies. The west coast is very laid back, and I am a little nervous the next few months. I may get signed by a team in the "SOUTH" and by SOUTH I mean below the Mason Dixon, deep in the heart of the old Confederacy. Now, i know if I am near a big city it will be good, but my experience so far with guys from the south, they just don't like anyone who is not a white Southerner, I know there are guys out there that are NOT like this, but it is what I have found with my experiences.

anyway, I am going to post some postings I have been working on the past few weeks about my roomates and team, because I know all of you guys have been waiting for this!

HAAAAAAAY!

Is it just me... or is Jose Reyes look like he is saying "HAAAY GIRLFRIEND!" in this picture?

Pics from YOU

These are some pics, sent by you guys, for the rest of you guys to enjoy. It's been a while since some eye candy and here is some for you to enjoy, along with a few posts today that I have been working on.

California... so far

I have been busy as HELL! I have barely been able to keep up with e-mails and posting on here and I am sorry. I have been crazy everyday with basically baseball.

I had my first road trip in a long time and it was very cool to be back on the road. I have 3 regular roommates that I share a room with while we travel on the road in a hotel. The guys are basically hotties you would love if you are into baseball players

The "Jeter" - He is a little older than me. He has been around, plays shortshop, and has banged a girl from Yale. He is definitly the captain of our team, half puerto rican and half italian. The guy is a regular ricco suave and tries to bag as many girls on roadtrips as possible. He is a lot of talk and has a girlfriend back home, but gets his girl when he puts his mind to it. He is not a big shower taker. He usually walks into the room, uses a shower in the corner and walks out. he trims his pubes and definitly shaves his balls. I have not seen him hard, yet, but I can imagine he is a solid over 7.

The "Metro" - The Metro is a total pretty boy. He is 22 years old and a big metrosexual. He is from Oregon (or Wahsington State.... one of those Northern states) He has these blue eyes that when he stares at you, you are definitly in a trance. Metro shaves all the hair on his body. His chest is pretty hairless and smooth. I found out that he shaved everything the first time I showered in the house in Cali. He is one of my roommates at the house and I noticed that his legs were smooth like a girl. I called him out on it and he was proud to show off his hairless legs, arms armpits and then his nuts. He is a big teabagger. He has tea bagged almost everyone on the team besides the managers and "Jeter". He should be pretty proud of his balls, they are the kind that are low hangers and you can tell that they are just oozing to be let loose (lol... I wrote that, and debated on keeping it in, and I am) He struts around the locker room, proud of his package and is a part of the Shower Crew. After long games, there are a few of us that engage in "crew Talk" which is all about the guys, what girls we have banged, and how drunk we are going to get after the game. If the shower heads have the right temp and pressure, we call a meeting of the crew. if not, its shower time, do your thing and back to the clubhouse to change.

The "Italian Stallion" - This is the Italian guy on the team and most of you know my fondness for Italian guys. His parents are straight off the boat from Sicilly. Cut to the chase, the guy is hung. When he is soft he is about 6 inches (judging from the eye). He is a member of "The Crew" and has an agreement that if the team hits 30 homeruns, he will masterbate wherever we want him to and he will then get about $500 that is in the pot.


I will go on more about the roomies and everyone later but i got to take off for most of the day. I have been working on some e-mails back to you guys and promise to send them out by late afternoon/tonight. Keep writing in!

PLAY BALL!

The playoffs are here (for the majors) and I am happy to have the Yankees in the ALDS and David Wright in the NLDS. I could care less for the "Amazin's" but David Wright is just an instant boner for me.

Not many guys give me an instant boner. There are those guys that I have encountered in my years playing that did. One guy is nammed Kevin. It's his real name. We played college ball together and is just a hottie. He had this ass that looked amazing in a jock strap. Kevin was one of those guys who was just crazy. He always had a dip in his mouth when playing. Outside of playing, he would never dip. It was very strange.

He was also a big man whore. Our first week of school, he met this girl who lived in a dorm on the complete other side of campus. He was determined to bang her that night. So he calls her cell phone, asks her to come over to our dorm to party and she, of course does. Kevin is a stud. About 6'2" blonde hair, blue eyes and the abs of a god. He spent a good ammount of time in the gym and would work his ass off to keep his stomach looking good. To get the ladies to notice him he would always rub his stomach and make sure to expose his abs and "sex lines" to get the girls eyes to wander down to his crotch. From there he was always golden.

That night, the girl brought over a bunch of her friends from her dorm. She was a definitly a hot girl. Kevin did his signature move that "worked all the time at the cape" and she was his the entire night.

A bunch of us went off to a frat party that night to see what else campus had to offer. I came back to Kevin's room, wasted, and walked in. In my drunken state I didn't see anyone in either of the lofted beds. I moved more into the center of the room and looked down on the futon to see Kevin railing this girl Doggie style on the futon. We locked eyes for about 2 seconds. He didn't say a word, just kep't banging the girl from behind with a big smile.

That next day, while in the cafeteria he asked me if I walked in on him last night while he was fucking the girl. I said yeah, sorry about that bro.

He said the strangest thing, "All I could think about the rest of the night was the look on your face when you saw me fucking that chick."

My heart stopped. I thought I was called out right there. He smiled and said, we should have double teamed her.

I laughed, and from there, Kevin has been one of my best friends in the world. And a guy that gives me an instant boner. He has an average sized cock when he is soft and hard it's a god 7 inches long and has good girth. How do I know...

I took him up on a double team one night. He IMed me one night saying this chick wanted to get double teamed. I went over across the hall, and we did our deed. He liked fucking the girl while I got head. I was mostly watching his dick the entire time. If anyone has had a threesome with a friend you know i t can be strange sometimes afterwords. I woke up that morning, in bed, with kevin on the other side. The chick had left at some point during the night. I decided to put my boxers back on, go acorss the hall to my bedroom and fall asleep.

Kevin called and we talked last night about the threesome we had in college, about his life in Hoboken and how he wants to marry his girlfriend. I guess I wanted to post the story because I am sexually frustrated and it's pretty cool that he called me for advice and to catch up.